Uncontrolable Feeling...

I dun wan to admit this to my friends..

yes,ya la...

i like him..

yayaya,since i was form 4

that time i notice he keep looking at me,so i try to fool him back..

keep playing around with him...

the feeling came since lst year sport day..

i remembered that day is a vry busy day 4 me..

but i dunno y i still got time to make fun with him...

i realise he quite care abt me..

Got 1 times, i cried..but x in frnt of him...

he oni saw my face n eyes vry red..

thn he asked why but i din ans it..

he tried to tell joke and wanna cheer me up...

it's so obviously.

i told my frenz abt this..

thy asked me to stay away frm him..

x a smart choice to fall in love v a guy like him.

i hv x idea...

even i knw it will x b a happy ending but still i canx control my own feeling..

i keep on lying to myself im gt flg towards him.

but day n day,day gttg longer i found myself...

OH GOSH,

he is really treat me vry nicely!!

my frenz told me the way he look at me vry different..

N evrytm i pass by he will use a weird sight looking at me..

actually i realise evrythng...

i knw evrythng...

evrythng mre thn wat thy noticed.

And i think he nearly..like me...

tat's juz my opinion..

i wish my guess is correct but false too..

i'm so confusing...

wat happened?

yesterday he came into my dream..

it's x worst actually..

i found it so sweet to think abt him...

i thnk of him more thn 10 a day...

so comfortable to talk v him in phone..

1st time tok to a guy can be so comfortable..

i miss him in evry second..

i dunno do he feel the samething??

when i was gttg in trouble,he is d 1 who trust me..

Got sm1 told teachers im a lesbian.

IT'S HIM!!!it's him who save me!!

he explain it to teacher...

he tried to pretect me...

till now...

i wish i could...

escape..

u knw smtm is so uneasy to face the fact or the truth...

humanity..haiz...

but now i really have to admit it..

i got feeling towards him..

sorry,plz 4gv me!