oh~~~~~~~my love

no doubt he is a MAN!!

jang keun suk..oh i wish he is my boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

who are you

its been a long time we lost contact

i dunno what to tell u

i dunno r u still reading this blog

im kinda of missing u

but just when im alone

ya....i begin to cure...

who are you to keep me missing you?

our love is just a past

i always appreciate it

i never forget it.

but i wan u to know...

i just want listen to ur answer

did u ever truly love me?

but no matter what is ur answer...

i wont turn back anymore.

u dun have to worry about me anymre.

just dun remember i had pass by ur life.

mp3

yesterday i thought of wanna buy mp3

so i simply ask siewying where can i get a mp3 with cheaper price

who know i am so lucky!
coz her father is work on sony so smtm they staff can buy with cheaper price

then she gave me a website for more information

GREAT! their design look stylish and modern.

just the price..ehem...

if i got job i will be able to buy it ofcoz.

i have choose 2 type of mp3.

1 for me and another 1 for my sis.

then i ask my sis who know she adi got a mp3....

im turn to moody 4 that sudden

haiz.................

she want to go for the beast,4minutes and G.na concert

well,she is my sis

so i just sponsor her...

erm.....................as long she is happy then enough la

but who know the next day

she said i can buy a mp3 for her to replace her old mp3.

im happy to hear that =) haha

but i dunno which want suit her....=(

video or style fashion wan?

oh my sister

i am so free after i finished my SPM few days ago.

suddenly i felt like may things had changed

my relationship with shafiqah like become so strange?

am i think too much?

i told this to siew ying...

she told me that shafiqah said i ignore her..did i?

i dont really realise that

i was busy with my exam tht time

she said our relationship just same like she and shashime...

erm...izzit so?

she said im shahismi...shafiqah is her.

she thought she will disturb me?

she will me to care about her by active sms her or find her?

ok,and i take her advice i tried to chat withe her

but she always offline after i chat..x even more than 5 minute or less...

im kinda of sad....

and i dunno what i can do to let her know i care for her.

escape from NATIONAL SERVICE

goverment oh goverment

why malaysia's female have to go for national service?

oh why~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

other countries all male goes...

why malaysia like to be so different???

i didn't get first batch so mayb i will be in second or third batch

but i dont want to go...

i want go for college

if i postpone i have to wait till i 35 years old only can go.....

555555555555555

what la?!

its too old to go there la!!!

我的妈啊！你嘛拜托一下！

世界上什么人真的都有哦！

那个姓何的家伙真的是脸皮厚到~~~~~~~~~！！！

那天毕业典礼她向我道歉

然后到处跟人家讲我们和好了？！

还说我为她流泪？？

你也拜托一下！

你这个样子……我？！为你？！哭？？？

过去已经是过去了！

是谁破坏这段友情你自己最清楚！

你伤我多深还希望我忘记？？

我尝试过忘记，很可惜……

你这种人就是让我无法原谅！请你反省吧！

不要以为全世界欠你的！

人家对你好未必是把你当好朋友！

你知道同情吧！

事情是你自己搞出来的！

不要拖累任何人！

我喜欢的男人

就是喜欢他！;P

怕死

对自己的无能感到很讽刺……

刚才拿了一罐可乐放在桌子，

前阵子才刚生病所以有一包panadol

突然又想结束的念头

把一粒放进去……喝了一口

什么感觉都没有……

就直接放进四粒，味道好想谈了

之前中二很流行这样寻短，所以才知道吃了八个就会死

可是我突然怕死……

放进五个就不敢放了……

很可笑啊自己……

怕死还学人要死。

我不知道要怎样做才可以让自己好过。

看到prakash吸烟，就告诉他我也要，

谁知道他真的给我一支烟……

我那瞬间唯一想到的事是我怕死！

哈……哈……

真的很可笑！

吵架了

我最近和朋友吵架了

他们都没有和我讲话了……

我告诉美音这件事

其实我本来就有错，做错我是一定会道歉的。

只是有时候需要被提醒……

吵架了就开始互相伤害……

保持沉默是我唯一能做的。

我不想吵，其实吵架真的很累的

沉默的瞬间真的有所领悟。

可能自己又在做错了吧

是自己太倔强吧

我也不要求任何的原谅

朋友不应该是互相伤害的不是吗？

爸爸……你要我爱你还是恨你？

新的一年又要到了……

每年差不多这个时候都会收到一份礼物

一个我爱的人送的

“千里送鹅毛，礼轻情意重”？

我宁愿收到鹅毛……你什么时候会明白？

我不要你买任何东西

你知道我很辛苦吗？

可以回来吗？不，你不曾回来过……

你可以留下来吗？

我真的觉得很自卑！

每次看见人家一家，有爸爸，有妈妈……开开心心在一起

我和妈妈在一起也不是不开心，

只是你能了解吗？

我想要一个家！一个完整的家！

你留下我一个人照顾妈妈，可是你知道吗？

我根本没有能力一个人照顾好她……

她进医院我完全不知道如何是好

连家也不敢回！

我也是你的女儿！没什么我的待遇是这样？！

为了照顾妈妈，我让自己坚强起来！

去学男孩子会做的事！

你可以发现我的力气比其他女生大！你也可以触摸我的手掌！

根本不是一个女生应该有的！

为什么！你告诉我！

是我不乖吗？为什么你不要我！

越来越没意义了

不懂为什么我感到越来越不安  我周围的人好像都是假的

人性的弱点一个一个的显露，她们真的很恐怖

为什么她们可以那么虚伪？

我真的希望我有多点勇气让我去制裁她们

生活开始失去意义 我早不到我应该继续活着的原因

我很想死  死了就好了

生存只是浪费时间

我不要看到人类的虚伪

我什么都不要  我要的只是安详的死去

除非我有“那种”力量 我就继续活着

我活着为了什么？？

什么都没有。。。

来的时候是这样，走的时候也应该是这样

KERANA MU

Buruh, nelayan dan juga petani

Gaya hidup kini dah berubah

Anak-anak terasuh mindanya

Lahir generasi bijak pandai

Pakar IT, pakar ekonomi

Jaguh sukan dan juga jutawan

Berkereta jenama negara

Megah menyusur di jalan raya
Alam cyber teknologi terkini

Kejayaan semakin hampiri

Biar di kota ataupun desa

Kita semua pasti merasa bangga

Keranamu kami mendakap tuah

Keranamu kami bangsa berjaya
Keranamu kami hidup selesa

Limpah budi kemakmuran negara

Keranamu kami bebas merdeka

Keranamu myawa dipertaruhkan

Keranamu rela kami berjuang

Demi bangsa kedaulatan negara
 ulang dari mula )

Keranamu Negara Malaysia

Malaysia...

Terima kasih Malaysia !

INDEPENDENCE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAHOOO!!!!!!

today is really a great day 4 our malaysian!

everyone went to kuala lumpur celebrate it

but i couln't go there because..haha..i also don't know the reason

but that's not a matter

i can go there next year coz i already can drive

so excited...can't wait

haha

after spm exam what shall i do??

i had already planned everything 4 after spm...

but i guess i have to cancel it now...

because i get national service.

what a sad thing to say...>.<

but still it will be good experience,it' almost like a adventure

great,i like adventure!

i guess i can perform very well in there!haha

wat to say?

Erm....is it curiousity towards someone will turn to like?

i really have no idea with it. i guess this is not my first time having this feeling

but i don't get it. why this feeling so weird?

that's a boy in my tuition center..

he keep staring at me like a enemy

i felt very uncomfortable with it seriously

but....don;t know why...

i started to notice all his movement don't know since when

he is such a weird boy and...nerd....

i don't really like him but still can't move my sight away from him.

No More Sorrow"

Are you lost

In your lies

Do you tell yourself I don't realize

Your crusade's a disguise

Replace freedom with fear

You trade money for lives

I'm aware of what you've done

No more sorrow

I've paid for your mistakes

Your time is borrowed

Your time has come to be replaced

I see pain

I see need

I see liars and thieves

Abuse power with greed

I had hope

I believed

But I'm beginning to think that I've been deceived

You will pay for what you've done

Thieves and hypocrites

Thieves and hypocrites

Thieves and hypocrites

Your time has come to be replaced

Your time has come to be erased

NEVER TOO LATE

"Never Too Late"

This world will never be

What I expected

And if I don't belong

Who would have guessed it

I will not leave alone

Everything that I own

To make you feel like it's not too late

It's never too late

Even if I say

It'll be alright

Still I hear you say

You want to end your life

Now and again we try

To just stay alive

Maybe we'll turn it all around

'Cause it's not too late

It's never too late

No one will ever see

This side reflected

And if there's something wrong

Who would have guessed it

And I have left alone

Everything that I own

To make you feel like

It's not too late

It's never too late

Even if I say

It'll be alright

Still I hear you say

You want to end your life

Now and again we try

To just stay alive

Maybe we'll turn it all around

'Cause it's not too late

It's never too late

The world we knew

Won't come back

The time we've lost

Can't get back

The life we had

Won't be ours again

This world will never be

What I expected

And if I don't belong

Even if I say

It'll be alright

Still I hear you say

You want to end your life

Now and again we try

To just stay alive

Maybe we'll turn it all around

'Cause it's not too late

It's never too late

Maybe we'll turn it all around

'Cause it's not too late

It's never too late (It's never too late)

It's not too late

It's never too late

In the shadow

No sleep

No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer

Won't stop

Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer

Sometimes

I feel like going down I'm so disconnected

Somehow

I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching

I've been waiting

In the shadows for my time

I've been searching

I've been living

For tomorrow all my life

In the shadows

 They say

That I must learn to kill before I can feel safe

But I

I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave

Sometimes

I feel that I should go and play with the thunder

Somehow

Cause somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder

I've been watching

I've been waiting

In the shadows for my time

I've been searching

I've been living

For tomorrow all my life

Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching, waiting for something

Feel me, touch me, heal me, come take me higher

I've been watching

I've been waiting

In the shadows all my time

I've been searching

I've been living

For tomorrow all my life

I've been watching

I've been waiting

I've been searching

I've been living

For tomorrow

In the shadows

I've been waiting

Words of Friendship

True Friends

There are many people

that we meet in our lives

but only a very few

will make a lasting impression

on our minds and hearts

It is these people that we will

think of often

and who will always remain

important to us

as true friends

~ Susan Polis Schutz ~

THINKING OF YOU

Sophie's face faded into the gray winter light of the sitting room. She dozed in the armchair that Joe had bought for her on their fortieth anniversary. The room was warm and quiet. Outside it was snowing lightly.

At a quarter past one the mailman turned the corner onto Allen Street. He was behind on his route, not because of the snow, but because it was Valentine's Day and there was more mail than usual. He passed Sophie's house without looking up. Twenty minutes later he climbed back into his truck and drove off.

Sophie stirred when she heard the mail truck pull away, then took off her glasses and wipe her mouth and eyes with the handkerchief she always carried in her sleeve. She pushed herself up using the arm of the chair for support, straightened slowly and smoothed the lap of her dark green housedress.

Her slippers made a soft, shuffling sound on the bare floor as she walked to the kitchen. She stopped at the sink to wah the two dishes she had left on the counter after lunch. Then she filled a plastic cup halfway with water and took her pills. It was one forty-five.

There was a rocker in the sitting room by the front window. Sophie eased herself into it. In a half-hour the children would be passing by on their way home from school. Sophie waited, rocking and watching the snow.

The boys came first, as always, runnng and calling out things Sophie could not hear. Today they were making snowball as they went, throwing them at one another. One snowball missed and smackd hard into Sophie's window. She jerked backward, and the rocker slipped off the edge of her oval rag rug.

The girl dilly-dallied after the boys, in twos and threes, cupping their mittened hands over their mouths and giggling. Sophie wonder if they were telling each other about the valentines they had received at school. One pretty girl with long brown hair stopped and pointed to her face behind the drapes, suddenly self-consious. When she looked out again, the boys and girls were gone. It was cold by the window, but she stayed there watching the snow conver the children's footprints

A florist's truck turned onto Allen Street. Sophie followed it with her eyes. It was moving slowly. Twice it stopped and started again. Then the driver pulled up in front of Mrs. Mason's house next door and parked.Who would be sending Mrs. Mason flowers? Sophie wondered. Her daughter in Wisconsin? Or her brother? No, her brother was very ill. It was probably her daughter. How nice of her.

Flowers made Sophie think of Joe and, for a moment, she let the aching memory fill her. Tomorrow was the fifteenth. Eight months since his death.

The flower mans was knocking at Mrs. Mason's front door. He carried a long white and green box and a clipboard. No one seemed to be answering. Of course! It was Friday - Mrs. Mason quilted at the church on Friday afternoons. the delivery man looked around, then started toward Sophie's house.

Sophie shoved herself out of the rocker and stood close to the drapes. The man knocked. Her hands trembled as she straightened her hair. She reached her front hall on the third knock.

"Yes?" she said, peering around a slightly opened door. "Good afternoon, ma'am," the man said loudly. "Would you take a delivery for your neighbor?"

"Yes," Sophie answered, pulling the door wide open. "Where would you like me to put them?" the man asked politely as he strode in.

"In the kitchen, please. On the table." The man looked big to Sophie. She could hardly see his face between his green cap and full beard. Sophie was glad he left quickly, and she locked the door after him.

The box was as long as the kitchen table. Sophie drew near to it and bent over to read the lettering: "NATALIE'S Flowers for Every Occasion." The rich smell of roses engulfed her. She closed her eyes and took slower breaths, imagining yellow roses. Joe had always chosen yellow. "To my sunshine," he would say, presenting the extravagant bouquet. He would laugh delightedly, kiss her on the forehead, then take her hands in his and sing to her "You Are My Sunshine."

It's was five o'clock when Mrs. Mason knocked at Sophie's front door. Sophie was still at the kitchen table. The flower box was now open though, and she held the roses on her lap, swaying slightly and stroking the delicate yellow petals. Mrs. Mason knocked again, but Sophie did not hear her, and after several minutes the neighbour left.

Sophie rose a little while later, laying the flowers on the kitchen table. Her cheeks were flushed. She dragged a stepstool across the kitchen floor and lifted a white porcelain vase from the top corner cabinet. Using a drinking glass, she filled the vase with water, then tenderly arranged the roses and greens, and carried them into the sitting room.

She was smiling as she reached the middle of the room. She turned slightly and began to dip and twirl in small slow circles. She stepped lightly, gracefully, around the sitting room, into the kitchen, down the hall, back again. She danced till her knees grew weak, and then she dropped into the armchair and slept.

At a quarter past six, Sophie awoke with a start. Someone was knocking on the back door this time. It was Mrs. Mason.

"Hello, Sophie," Mrs. Mason said. "How are you? I knocked at five and was a little worried when you didn't come. Were you napping?" She chattered as she wiped her snowy boots on the welcome mat and stepped inside. "I just hate snow, don't you? The radio says we might have six inches by midnight, but you can never trust them, you know. Do you remember last winter when they predicted four inches, and we hand twenty-one? Twenty-one! And they said we'd have a mild winter this year. Ha! I don't think it's been over zero in weeks. Do you know my oil bill was $263 last month? For my little house!"

Sophie was only half-listening. She had remembered the roses suddenly and was turning hot with shame. The empty flower box was behind her on the kitchen table. What would she say to Mrs. Mason?

"I don't know how much longer I can keep paying the bills. If only Alfred, God bless him, had been as careful with money as your Joseph. Joseph! Oh, good heavens! I almost forgot about the roses."

Sophie's cheeks burned. She began to stammer an apology, stepping aside to reveal the empty box.

"Oh, good," Mrs. Mason interrupted. "You put the roses in water. Then you saw the card. I hope it didn't startle your to see Joseph's handwriting. Joseph had asked me to bring you the roses the first year, so I could explain for him. He didn't want to alarm you. His 'Rose Trust,' I think he called it. He arranged it with the florist last Apirl. Such a good man, your Joseph..."

But Sophie had stopped listening. Her heart was pounding as she picked up the small white envelope she had missed earlier. It had been lying beside the flower box all this time. With trembling hands, she removed the card.

"To my sunshine," it said. "I love you with all my heart. Try to be happy when you think of me. Love, Joe."

NO MORE

LET'S END UP EVRYTHING HERE

NO MORE RELATED BETWEEN US

SINCE YOU DUN KNOW WHAT I WANTED

I DUN CARE I HURT U OR X...

U THOUGHT I AM THE ONI 1 WHO HURT YOU

WHAT SHUD I CARE ABOUT YOU?

I LIKE FREEDOM

AND I DUN CARE A PEOPLE LIKE YOU

WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME???

DO YOU REALLY THINK IM AS GUD AS WHAT YOU THINK?

LEAVE ME ALONE!

I DUN NEED YOUR..WHAT U MEAN BY "CARE"

YOU ARE NOTHING 4 ME!!!

END UP HERE!

I DUN CARE U READ THIS POST O X!

I DUN WAN TO KNOW ABOUT IT!!!

X BECAUSE OF SOME1 ELSE SPOILT THIS RELATION

U R THE 1 WHO SPOILT IT

I HATE YOU!!

DUN EVER MESSAGE ME AND TELL ME YOU ARE HURT O X!

I DUN CARE!

STAY OUT OF MY WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

I HATE

I hate people said i changed
i hate people who had nothing to do i try to fight with me
i hate people mumbled me
i hate people who keep saying those words to hurt my feeling
i hate people disagree with me
i hate people talk bad about me
i hate those fake people
i hate somebody thopught she is great in everything but actually not
i hate people who juz only can talk and cannot do
i hate people who are useless and keep proving thy are really useless
i dun care who thy are,
i did it my way
im up to something
so what?
what you really think you are?
my friends? neit,
i do not need a friends like you!
FUCKER!!

Nobody by wondergirls

piscasso

Jesus the Great

i wondering is it this everything really exist?

A really kind, sincere man?

forgiveness 4 evrything??

how he do that?

he is so amazing..

i started to believe in him...

he whispered at me..

he aked me to forgive all the revenge..

he knew that a devil is surrounding me..

he tried to safe me out of trouble...

i listen to him..

im kind of dun understand him...

kind of trying to x listen to him..tried to fight back

against evrything he said..

but he is making evrything sense...

he is so great to make me listen to him...

sincere...that what im trying to do to every1...

he gave me a chance to change...

重生的机会

前几个礼拜，我的朋友突然讲到关于艺术的故事，就是那著名的画家比卡索。原来很多东西背后都藏着一段让人很想揭开的秘密。惠均就还告诉我们关于上帝，jesus的故事……我越听越路身，到底这一切有多真？我很想知道上帝真的那么圣人吗？人家背叛他也能原谅吗？我想着想着我跟上帝真的是无法做比较……他是一个多么伟大的人，而我只是一个被魔鬼缠着的凡人。我怎么觉得最近越来越辛苦，胸口很闷，一直疑神疑鬼，好像身边有着什么东西似的。我开始觉得很害怕……直到前几天惠均拿了一样有关他们教会的讲座书给我看……

  “宽恕”这就是我需要学的东西。 我一直无法打开心里的桔，什么事都放在心里。我很想找个人来聊心事，可是我办不到……我怕再一次的被出卖……我需要原谅？我要原谅她……为什么？朋友？……为什么走到这种地步？为什么没有一个人能了解？ 我讨厌自己那么脆弱，周围的朋友……我很怕去面对……

im so lonely

day after day......

i felt more lonely than ever

my friends dun understand me

my mum busy with her work

1week i almst gt 5 day argue o din tok to her...

4 this 17 years i realise im really alone...

i had been alone 4 17 years...

each time playing with my doll..

i remember i heard my mum told my aunt that i pshcology problem

till now it still x cure...

maybe become more worse..

y it hppn?

coz im toking with my doll?

stress of academic?

friends fight?

x caring frm mum?

im so scared 4 no 1 care abt me...

doraemon oso dun wan tok to me adi...

i tok to her but that's no more reply...

17 years...she accompany..

now she no more bother..

she juz slp beside me but x respond at all..

i guess is time now

i guess now is the time adi....

haiz..gonna study vry hard..

many thing happen tiz few month

i dunno how to describe my feeling n the scene

should i describe myself become more mature?

or started be more careful?

i start dun believe any of my friends

all my trust is my 2 sister...

i dunno since when my heart started to become so pain

evry morning i woke up

i juz move my left hand a little bit

my heart started to pain...

and 1 more bad newz to me...

i get nasional service

i dunno i shud feel happy o sad?

i really dun wish i get it..

i wan to escape it...

this reality remind me of sum1..

my 1st love..

i always escape...i nvr try to face the truth

that what she said.

She...

i feel vry dissaponted to her...

she now is a playgirl like me..

but i nvr wish her to be so...

i canx accept it...

i started canx accept many of fact............

Maafkan saya

akk sngt menyesal dgn semua yg terjadi...
maafkan akk...
akk tdk berniat utk melukai hati awk...
maafkan sbb akk tdk selalu disisi awk sems awk perlukan akk...
akk yg bersalah..
jgn lg bersedih...

biar hancur

Maaf la...blog ini ak guna untuk sampai kan isi hati

x kira hal gembira ke sedih...

blog ni setakat untuk sendiri

tapi entah mula sejak bila ak tahu ada seorg akan datang baca blog ak

ak mula2 tulis semua ni bukan untuk nya baca...

tapi sekarang..........

article ini harap2 dia boleh baca,

ak bukan seorang yang baik...

bukan seorang manusia yang sempurna

cuma insan yang biasa

mungkin kadang2 awak rse ak x care dgn awk

ak selalu cuba menghiburkan ko dgn pelbagai cara

ak ingat semua ni cukup untuk menarik perhatian ko

tapi bila ak tahu ko rapat dgn org lain...

leh mesra dgn org lain drpd ak...

ak rse cemburu...

ak tahu ko sayang ak...

ak pun sangat sayang ko.....

tetapi ak rasa ak dah melampaui batasan...

kte ni tiada sebarang talian perdarahan langsung

ak dah cuba yang terbaik

ak masih tidak mampu nak menghibur ko sme mcm kwn ko...

lg2 kwn ak jg blh rapat dgn ko....

ak....

dah nak tinggalkan skola ni...

mungkin dah x da mse leh menemani ko lg...

ak x snggp melihat ko sedih....

biar semua ni akhir di sini je la...

yg pasti ak betul2 syg ko...........

kuso2 i wanna make a different

Jeff Zhang 张信哲

最近有突然迷恋起阿哲了
哇~~~~~~~~~~~
他真的很可爱
我很喜欢听他的歌
虽然很多都是伤心歌曲  可能会让人痛不欲生
哈哈  说得太严重了
可是是事实嘛！
很喜欢他的声音
听他的已经让我很幸福了

信哲，我爱你哟！

SuckZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

I have a mad day

Unexpected suprise

Today im really vry excited&happy

i canx believe it!

he already igmore 4 so many day and today

suddenly he came close to me and give me coklat in front of my friends

waw,it's so cool!!

haha

really so happy

but i wonder why he suddenly give me coklat?

4 apologize? wanna comfort me?

what a sweet brother..haha

luckily the coklat dun hv nut if x i really goin to give others XD

sook teng's birthday in KTV

missing you

oh my god...
he din talk to me for few week adi.
i asked my sis what happen
she told me maybe he wanted my attention
she said man should be have 1 feeling but seem like he did have 9 feeling
huhu~~~~~~~~~~
dun did that to me.
try to talk to me
lst week i went to met a teacher to ask sthg abt ict...
he was juz somewhere around.
he keep looking at me.
but i din look at him.
im regret of x look at him....
huh...y la...
dun b so small heart,can't u?
plz3........talk to me...
i miss the day talk to you.
dun juz let me look at u looking at me...
soon i will be mad.
im going to leave this school soon.
can't u juz let me leave with x sadness?? =(
missing you...

i love to be myself

i know is so bad to talk bad about friends

but i am telling anything im just writing

i have a friend who always thought that she is fantastic and all that

sometime i think we are friend so i just be patient to her..

even today

i did nothing wrong and i just talking with my friends

she stared at me!!?

what the fuck going on with her?

i whispered with my friends she said i talk bad abotu ppl?!

dun be so childish...plz...

u dun need to be jaelous with me..coz u r nothng...

i dare to say that...coz i think i more talent as what you think yourslef are...

oh plz....wat a funny...

luckily last saturday she got shamed..

if not she really dunno how worse she is...

i really dun wanna write this all in blog.

but what to do?

she is challenging my patient.

u r nobody 4 me to stared at me n challenge me

i admit myself is better thn u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

music life

I started to feel myself is so hopeless

i dun even have the passion to complete my wish

what am i doing all this time?

wasting time?? what?!

haiz............

just now i surfing to 1 of my primary friend's blog

we were band member

he can consist as my teacher or senior

now his level really till somewhere very far for me to reach it

i wonder y.............

why am i x doing thing that i wanted all this time?

i think i have to gambateh more

music....i never let you go

trust me! i will creat a really nice song which belong to me...........

God bless me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

告白

除了说爱你，我最喜欢靠在你的肩膀。


只有你可以给我那温暖


我的要求并不多，只是让我静静地待在你身旁


也许你难以相信


你是我第一个最爱的男人，爱得不成比例


我向上帝祈祷希望你是最后一个


唯独你是无法取代的


我说过我不在乎你是怎样的一个人


最重要的是我爱你你也深爱着我


爱情里扑满了荆棘我也要爱你


也许会伤痕累累，只要能证明我对你的心我愿意


不要以为我喜欢上不必负责任的热情


我是真的爱你，我从来没有对你说谎


你是我可以依靠的肩膀，可以停靠的地方


有你我一点也不寂寞


就算失去曾经的记忆我也不会忘记你的轮廓


我会用行动证明 因为爱就一个字


你累了可以抱着我 我可以给你安慰


不要说你是男人应该保护我 女生也不会让自己爱的人受伤


不要假装坚强，在我面前我可以包容你的一切

Silly feeling

He is now a brother to me,

i'm glad that had him as my brother...

but suddenly i felt this all goes to weird to me...

why i want him to be my brother?

bcoz i want to close to him...i want to know him more...

and now evrything came ture...

well,im x regret of asked him to my brother.

i couldn't have those more feeling on him...

i will be hurt if i do..

i just feel weird suddenly we become so close like x distance

maybe im still x yet make myself comfortable with it...

anywy,hp our relationship will last longer.

im x plyng fool with this,

sincere frm my heart

HE IS NOT THERE WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE TO HUG ME

Today as usual...morning take shower then go to school..

my school life is getting bored,i dun really knw wat hppn to me...

day after day,the more and more i miss him...

daddy,i love you...

do u realise father's day is gttg nearer???

do you?

i wish you still remember that you had a daughter in Malaysia.

nothing much i want to wish it from you.

i just wish you can come home sometimes...

come home and celebrate Father's day with me..

it's just a little wishes.

you can forget my birthday but plz dun forget me...

i want you love..

your careness...daddy,when are you coming back home??

here is also your home?

i love you...

i want to hug you like others they hug their daddy..

i want to kiss your face and your lips..

i want to felt your warmth....

Is it i'm not good enough? that why you leave me??

I dun wan to say this....even admit it...

but daddy...i vry suffering in here...

i want to go v you..im waiting to turn 18 years old..

i'll fly to there and meet you and live v you...

i miss you so much....

Lee Hong Ki

NAME: LEE HONG KI
D.O.B: 2 MAC 1990
GROUP: FT ISLAND

COUNTRY:KOREAN