i guess is time now

i guess now is the time adi....

haiz..gonna study vry hard..

many thing happen tiz few month

i dunno how to describe my feeling n the scene

should i describe myself become more mature?

or started be more careful?

i start dun believe any of my friends

all my trust is my 2 sister...

i dunno since when my heart started to become so pain

evry morning i woke up

i juz move my left hand a little bit

my heart started to pain...

and 1 more bad newz to me...

i get nasional service

i dunno i shud feel happy o sad?

i really dun wish i get it..

i wan to escape it...

this reality remind me of sum1..

my 1st love..

i always escape...i nvr try to face the truth

that what she said.

She...

i feel vry dissaponted to her...

she now is a playgirl like me..

but i nvr wish her to be so...

i canx accept it...

i started canx accept many of fact............