sweetheart, sixth years

Its been so long.. didn't get any news from you at all.
after all this time I thought when the time getting longer,
I would get that chance to totally forget about you.
All those memories could totally chase out from my life,
I was wrong.. and this is really a wrong thought
How could I try to escape from someone I really in love with?
a 100% person that I had met in my life..
Oh sweetheart..
your name never gone in my life..
waken up every morning with your name whispering,
setting your name as password,
already kind of habits which I can't quit at all.
should be something out of your expectation.
Never knew that there was a silly girl non stop of missing you.

I thought you somehow disappear or hidden somewhere in my memories
I was wrong..
I thought of you everyday just that I didn't realize.
I keep on whisper whisper and whisper your name..
wake up in the morning, in the class, when im eating, playing, on the bed..
sixth years been past, how are you now?
I wondered why I have a strong feeling of missing you today?
I can't find any way to reach you..
all I can do is write email to you..
but it's been a long time.. I didn't know are you still using it.
you know what...
I didn't have the right to say " I miss you" or " I love you" any more..
Are you still keeping the necklace?
I'm still wearing it and kissing it every night.
I am no more the little girl you know last time..
I changed... a lot..
more than what you know
but there's no turning back for our relationship even if it so.
sweetheart.. how are you...
that's the only question I can ask..
and if there is an answer of coz...