I realize that once have a guy close to me, keep playing with me,I will started fall in love with them.Its a good new fallen in love with a guy fo me who studies in girls school. this prove that I am not a lesbian or what. Unfortunely,all the guys I love had married or they are too old for me. The one who already get married I know that they would not fall in love with because theylove their wife and children and I am just a student who are no one for them but I just cannot let go...I too sincere once I fall in love...
And April this year,I went to a camp and met a fasi there. First I saw him I not really like him because he is too talkative and keep on talking to my senior(girls). I started to like him is on the second day.That time we were going to the waterfall. And we have to go in the jungle,the journey was very long. I am the leader for my group so I have to walk in front and that time I felt very unlucky!!Because the fasi was walk in front of me! On the way,he was walking too fast and everyone were leave behind except me. He talked to me while waiting for others. When getting longer I no more dislike him and keep joking and playing with him. He is quite a naughty man. He keep on using the wood stick to beat me.
After we came back from waterfall,we were going to have another activities ang he is not joining us. And that activities I accidently get bit from a "pacat". It's was so damn unlucky!
At the night,we were going to have a activities named "kembara emosi" which mean we have to close up our eye with cloth and go in the jungle. I felt very nervous when I heard that. Then the fasi ask me what happen?
I told him that I felt scared,he quitely turned to my teachers and told them that just now in jungle I keep bully him! that's not truth!
After a while he came near to me and asked where is my cloth then I showed him my sport cloth(the sport stationery to wear on head). He asked what is that and straight away take it from my hand and wear it! I was very suprise. After that he take off the cloth and straight away wear for me to close up my eyes. I was very shy that moment.A guy was closing my eyes! Oh my god!
After all the prefect was ready,we started to go in the jungle. I thought that the fasi who will take my group will be our group fasi but who know is him. He was holding my hand! I felt very panic and not dare to say a words. He was holding my hand very tight...and then he asked me:"scared?" I answered:"may be."
then he said:"if I am here you would not scared right?"
that no words can describe my feeling at that moment! I felt like that moment suddenly everything turned silent and no one else is there only he and me. I felt nervous but safe. Nervous because I was holding his hand very tight like couple with him...Safe,because he is with me going to the jungle...He will protect me no matter what happen. That moment my heart really beats very fast,I had never feel like that before...I wish that the time can stop at that moment forever. Don't let me know whether he love me or not just let me keep the feeling forever.
And April this year,I went to a camp and met a fasi there. First I saw him I not really like him because he is too talkative and keep on talking to my senior(girls). I started to like him is on the second day.That time we were going to the waterfall. And we have to go in the jungle,the journey was very long. I am the leader for my group so I have to walk in front and that time I felt very unlucky!!Because the fasi was walk in front of me! On the way,he was walking too fast and everyone were leave behind except me. He talked to me while waiting for others. When getting longer I no more dislike him and keep joking and playing with him. He is quite a naughty man. He keep on using the wood stick to beat me.
At the night,we were going to have a activities named "kembara emosi" which mean we have to close up our eye with cloth and go in the jungle. I felt very nervous when I heard that. Then the fasi ask me what happen?
After a while he came near to me and asked where is my cloth then I showed him my sport cloth(the sport stationery to wear on head). He asked what is that and straight away take it from my hand and wear it! I was very suprise. After that he take off the cloth and straight away wear for me to close up my eyes. I was very shy that moment.A guy was closing my eyes! Oh my god!
After all the prefect was ready,we started to go in the jungle. I thought that the fasi who will take my group will be our group fasi but who know is him. He was holding my hand! I felt very panic and not dare to say a words. He was holding my hand very tight...and then he asked me:"scared?" I answered:"may be."
then he said:"if I am here you would not scared right?"
that no words can describe my feeling at that moment! I felt like that moment suddenly everything turned silent and no one else is there only he and me. I felt nervous but safe. Nervous because I was holding his hand very tight like couple with him...Safe,because he is with me going to the jungle...He will protect me no matter what happen. That moment my heart really beats very fast,I had never feel like that before...I wish that the time can stop at that moment forever. Don't let me know whether he love me or not just let me keep the feeling forever.
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